Good feeling

The moment when yOu finally understand math... It only took two weeks... Today I had about ten epiphanies about the most random things! Like math? Physics? And well that's it but it seemed more at the time!

Today seemed like the longest day but overall it was pretty damn great. I had a really fun pe class, I understand math, physics I slowly understood, and I had a great job interview! Woooo! But I really need a break.. Which is why I am so excited for Friday! Because it is another girls night with my sisters and I am just soooo excited for pizzzaaaaaaa ahhhh! But now I feel fat because I get pizza tomorrow for link crew.. Whatever you only live once right?!

Shaka,
Jess

unconditional love

ahhh sports, sports and more sports! i love life! honestly i play sports  twenty four seven with friends then the one or two days i get off i spend with Eric! it helps me balance everything so well! balancing in life is honestly one of the hardest things in the entire world.. it is so hard when parents want to spend time with you when friends want to spend time with you and you have a boyfriend.. oh and if you have a job! ahhh so rough.. but i guess that is just another thing you learn while you grow up!

i watched the superbowl today with my two favorite men in the world and it was soo much fun watching my dad yell at the tv and me yell because he is and Eric laugh at my dad and i yelling. all in all a good afternoon!

daddy's little girl :)

this morning i had a soccer game against the first place team but we are second so it was basically a tough game going in and we all knew it. we had 11 girls show up.. sweet! our goalie wasn't there and neither was our coach! but we fought through it and lost.. but it was by far my best soccer game i have ever played! i scored and got an assist! i just wish i could finish better... it was just bad how many break aways i had and didn't score... pathetic!

37 days until hawaiiiii

shaka,
jess

young,wild, and free

young wild and free

today i had the most energy i have had in a very long time ( a week ago..) and it made me think of those times when i was younger.. and i just wish i could be young forever.. honestly when i was younger i was the weirdest little person you will ever meet.. and now at times i still am but since I'm older i should be more calm cool and collected.. otherwise people think i am crazy.. my point is.. i like to be young wild and free.. sure I'm not doing what is said in the song but i am still young wild and free!

i LOVE my basketball team! today we won.. again.. not to be cocky or anything.. but we are LEGIT! i mean i know I'm not the best player on the team and i accept that but my team has some legit people who just amaze me every time i watch! even though my team has had its rough patches.. i still love us :)

shaka,

jess

if i could turn back time..



summer.. come back? hawaii 40 days



have you ever wished you could turn back time? or if you changed one thing in your past would your future be better? tonight i had a conversation with my parents about how if my dad would of still been the GM of sport chek how much free sport stuff i would still be getting... and it made me think.. one choice can change your life forever..  i mean i knew that but i never thought of it like this before..

math is the hardest thing in the entire world. i don't get it i mean why do you have to reduce? why does there have to be sooo many numbers and steps?! school lately has been so stressful sometimes i wish i could just take a step back from it all and relax for a year.. or two..

yknow those moments with the people you love that you wish you could just pause and it never to end? i had that tonight.. i just love those moments where you don't have a care in the world except for what is happening at that moment..

AHHHH I LOVE THOSE GREAT MOMENTS

shaka,
jess

i just met you but call me maybe?

i realized something today... true friends are well true friends.. you can usually tell when someone talks to you because they want to or because they "have" to. My friends.. i loveeee my friends we are just so stupid sometimes and no one understands. today my friend taelar and i sat in the back of the car and sang to each other for 2 hours straight. i love that kid! i mean sometimes she get on my nerves and sometimes i get on her nerves but some how we ALWAYS have these stupid moments that we will never forget.

then there are the people that say things because people said they should or they say them because they want to be 'nice'. one question for those people DEFINE THE WORD NICE?! some girls will ask you questions and be all nicey nicey just to get information about your life then to go tell more people and more people then it some how becomes a rumor... i just don't understand high school sometimes! /

high school.. oh high school uggggh this year has been my least favorite year.. it seems everything is falling apart then i will have a super great day just to come home to my mom and sister fighting... but then again.. no life is perfect.. sometimes i wish i could pause time.. some people don't understand boyfriends but when I'm with Eric.. my whole world stops. he makes me smile he makes me laugh he cares soo much about me that noo other person has ever done. some people say i spend a lot of time with him when really I'm just pausing life.. if this makes any sense.. my life is great but hell it is FARR  from perfect. through the past year i have gone through soo much i just don't know how to deal. pausing my life every time I'm with him just makes everything go away. being in his arms makes me forget about all my family issues all my friend issues all my school issues and all my ME issues. some girls may say being in love at the age of sixteen is impossible. but i say ( pardon my language) bull shit. if you feel it, you feel it.

LOVE- caring and feeling for another person strongly; wanting to be around that person as much as possible- definition by jessica mackinnon

on the other side of things i get what some girls would say that ' you can't be in love you are only sixteen' i mean sixteen is pretty young but so is 25.. i guess what I'm saying is.. life is short.. and you can love more than one person in that life time.. i love my momma i love my best friends and yeah i love my boyfriend.

my friends my fav 4 ahhh i love us! this year has been rough for us.. separating like we never have before.. boyfriends, parties, sports ahh soo much different interest! but in the end it doesn't matter we ARE best friends just like we were in grade eight.. we hung out the other night.. BOOOM nothing had changed.. AT ALL. most friends if you don't hang out eventually.. there is no longer a friendship but with us we are sisters... lets be honest.. the fav 4 ARE sisters we do the stupidest things together and i love us. we fight, we get annoyed, we yell (over texts usually), we may even cry about it without each other knowing.. but in the end that's what sisters do.. and i will ALWAYS love my sisters where ever life's path takes each of us.. china? hawaii? greece? or even good ol' nanaimo.. i will always look forward to that one day when i get to see my three sisters just them.. and we sit and we talk..

shaka,
jmack

tuesday night movies

tonight i went to see the movie inception and it was amazing! confusing but amazing but it was a Tuesday night so that means that for $11.20 you can get into the movie get medium pop and medium popcorn! therefor the theater was really really busy! but my friends and i had an amazing time and we found out that the guy in the movie who was not the lead character was rather good looking! but that was just our opinion.

xoxo jmack. 

camping.

If you may have noticed i haven't written in three days.. well i was camping with girls from my basketball team! it was so amazingly fun you don't even know! we went and got ice cream, stayed up late, went swimming we did a lot lets go with that.. any way i have never had so much fun in so long! so much fun laughing, smiling and just living life. the trailer was right on the ocean and the beach was steps away! all i know is that i would go back in a heartbeat!

xoxo jmack.