i just met you but call me maybe?

i realized something today... true friends are well true friends.. you can usually tell when someone talks to you because they want to or because they "have" to. My friends.. i loveeee my friends we are just so stupid sometimes and no one understands. today my friend taelar and i sat in the back of the car and sang to each other for 2 hours straight. i love that kid! i mean sometimes she get on my nerves and sometimes i get on her nerves but some how we ALWAYS have these stupid moments that we will never forget.

then there are the people that say things because people said they should or they say them because they want to be 'nice'. one question for those people DEFINE THE WORD NICE?! some girls will ask you questions and be all nicey nicey just to get information about your life then to go tell more people and more people then it some how becomes a rumor... i just don't understand high school sometimes! /

high school.. oh high school uggggh this year has been my least favorite year.. it seems everything is falling apart then i will have a super great day just to come home to my mom and sister fighting... but then again.. no life is perfect.. sometimes i wish i could pause time.. some people don't understand boyfriends but when I'm with Eric.. my whole world stops. he makes me smile he makes me laugh he cares soo much about me that noo other person has ever done. some people say i spend a lot of time with him when really I'm just pausing life.. if this makes any sense.. my life is great but hell it is FARR  from perfect. through the past year i have gone through soo much i just don't know how to deal. pausing my life every time I'm with him just makes everything go away. being in his arms makes me forget about all my family issues all my friend issues all my school issues and all my ME issues. some girls may say being in love at the age of sixteen is impossible. but i say ( pardon my language) bull shit. if you feel it, you feel it.

LOVE- caring and feeling for another person strongly; wanting to be around that person as much as possible- definition by jessica mackinnon

on the other side of things i get what some girls would say that ' you can't be in love you are only sixteen' i mean sixteen is pretty young but so is 25.. i guess what I'm saying is.. life is short.. and you can love more than one person in that life time.. i love my momma i love my best friends and yeah i love my boyfriend.

my friends my fav 4 ahhh i love us! this year has been rough for us.. separating like we never have before.. boyfriends, parties, sports ahh soo much different interest! but in the end it doesn't matter we ARE best friends just like we were in grade eight.. we hung out the other night.. BOOOM nothing had changed.. AT ALL. most friends if you don't hang out eventually.. there is no longer a friendship but with us we are sisters... lets be honest.. the fav 4 ARE sisters we do the stupidest things together and i love us. we fight, we get annoyed, we yell (over texts usually), we may even cry about it without each other knowing.. but in the end that's what sisters do.. and i will ALWAYS love my sisters where ever life's path takes each of us.. china? hawaii? greece? or even good ol' nanaimo.. i will always look forward to that one day when i get to see my three sisters just them.. and we sit and we talk..

shaka,
jmack